I'm like leaning on the door in this train with people around me and no earphones. I lost three ear phones the past month.

That aside I've been busy. I'm always busy. I was interviewing 23 people for two positions for the company. There are still no seats around. Wait there's one. Oh it's taken

Anyway I made up my mind to hire this one person only for the girl to withdraw her application because she will be overseas two years later and it will be unfair to her. Next inline is a 44year old guy. Interesting uh

Thanks and regards: Faris
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Im in the car now feeling rather loose. One of my best friends just passed his license but well his driver skills should be more relaxed.

I'm surviving in this weird life of mine. Somehow I feel abut lonely.

Thanks and regards: Faris
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Well I'm in the train now coughing away because of me rushing off a cigarette minutes ago.

It has been awhile since I blogged. Well, it was an emotional roller coaster ride and is still is.

Working two jobs and studying two diploma is no joke. Recently the company has reached 100k$ in confirmed grants. Now I can feel progress. Like what one of my board members said to me recently, "Faris you has past the main challenge and now it is more smooth sailing". Imagine working for 6months and not getting paid and even more ambiguous, there is no certainty on how it will developed. Alhamdulilah.

I just received a call from a journalist who wants to meet me tommorrow. Hopefully it will help what I'm doing.

Internship is good because it has a degree of flexibility that can be positively manipulated. I have many meetings and escape for lunch meetings. But i can sense that im rather well liked by my collagues there? I think so? The manager said faris, you cute lah and frequently call mr sayang. Okay it can be rather freaky at times. They still dont kbow about ny other life. After my intern life ends for the day at 6pm my CEO position causes me to have schedule till 10pm each day? No complains?

You know that song from rem called losing my religion. I can admit that I've not be the best of Muslims. I stopped praying or well it is rather I'm having a break? I smoke almost a pack each day. Earlier the year it was 3days one pack. Oh yes, how can I forget this: I I recently drank my first bottle of coke in two years. Calories! Well, I haven't been paid yet but I will be. At least 2.5k it is funny because technically I'm hiring 4 staff And their salaries are secured.

Well when it comes to matters of the heart? That is a big question mark. My ex said I approach girls like how I approach work. Not my fault rite?

Anyway, that aside..things are going better for me. I hope. Insyallah.

As my mum says Faris push himself too much.

Latest

Well I'm in the train now coughing away because of me rushing off a cigarette minutes ago.

It has been awhile since I blogged. Well, it was an emotional roller coaster ride and is still is.

Working two jobs and studying two diploma is no joke. Recently the company has reached 100k$ in confirmed grants. Now I can feel progress. Like what one of my board members said to me recently, "Faris you has past the main challenge and now it is more smooth sailing". Imagine working for 6months and not getting paid and even more ambiguous, there is no certainty on how it will developed. Alhamdulilah.

I just received a call from a journalist who wants to meet me tommorrow. Hopefully it will help what I'm doing.

Internship is good because it has a degree of flexibility that can be positively manipulated

Thanks and regards: Faris
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I want a girl who i buy clothes for from Paragon

I want a girl who will comment on perfumes with my mum

I want a girl who I can bring to fancy events

I want a girl who eat with me while I attend dinner invites at hotels

I want a girl who I can drive her around just to feel her presence beside me

I want a girl who I spend late nights with but do nothing

I want a girl who is by my side when i make speeches so i do it with a smile

I want a girl who I can be faithful with
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I need a girl who will love me.

My emotions are like a roller coaster. The funniest of things is me feeling a day after I was so weeeeheeee.

Sunday was good as I managed to have a spontaneous date with a stranger. A few years older than me she is but well she don't know. It was a good date. I know her ages ago but never really chatted or met. Monday I was irritated with the blues. Tuesday was so nice, I cried 4 times because of a roleplay exercise where an airplane crash. There was three main actors. I alqays wanted to try acting. Moreover I managed to get two numbers. The next day I took the car and drove one of them to jewelbox. Now todday I'm feeling irritated. See see. My emotions are fickle. About farrah, it is just an infatuation.

Thanks and regards: Faris
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my goals

well i managed to find a smoke partner at the launch of nationalyouthforum which was the senior asst director of nyc. i was like telling her about the pros and cons of my life. but well, we talk about my goals in life. anyway, you know i am very involved in the community. i did not ask to be nor did i have a pre plan of my progess. it was when i am involved, the directions developed accordingly.

i wanted to do a major project before i was 21 and start a company when im 21. that is accomplished one year before. now my goal is to earn a $3 k monthly salary before i am 21 and earn my first million for the company at age 21. by 24, ill enter a local uni or a wow foreign university. 27 i want to get married. ambition is to be a csr consultant. csr means corporate social responsibility.