My stomach is feeling weird as I await the break of dawn. My stomach gave way twice today and minutes ago. That caused an overpowering pain on my throat. Puke.
I was having a night out with a close guy buddy of mine. I began throwing a fit and French fries flew to his direction. He informed that he met my ex girlfriend. My. First love. It was at a usual Arab gathering 2 months back and he only had a 30sec encounter with her before he had to leave.
During thatnight I was having weird silences through out. He asked whether it would help if he started talking bad things abt her. I said it doesn't matter if she sleeps around. I don't care. Once again:if .I think I still have many unanswered questions. 2 months back I heard this weird rumor that she escalated a conflict recently. I'm immuned lah.
On a lighter sight of things, I was at the Arab assc yesterday. Mind you I did not sleep for 38hrs. I met this dr mattar person who shall not be fully named. Who knows if the gift has google alerts for their past ministers name. Anyway the conversation I had with him was better than any politician I've met. I really like the way he gave me fullest attention in the 20 about mins spontaneous standing conversation. It was with much respect. I was telling about the company and all then I was telling why not I showed some pictures instead. Out goes the iPhone. Zainul who was near by came to look at it. Haha iPhone
Back to the conversation of me not sleeping. I was so darn tired. When I was on the wheels driving dad home, I was such a good driver. Initially I thought of asking him to drive. When you are positive it feels good.
Also I have vbeen talking on the phone alot lately. Surprisingly it is with this 2 attached girls. Somehow it was without any intent of impressing or was it about chasing but rather just to have nice conversations. One of them was saying she envy my lifestyle, achievements etc. I told her I envy hers. The ability to sleep without worry and having someone who loves you. On the topic if deathsticks. I told about cigarettes provided the internal comfort while iPhone allowed me to operate. Iphone again. Anyway It is not easy to have some one to just talk to. You cab talk to just anyway but enjoying it is totally different. It reminds me that im not that socially deprived after all. I just don't have a girlfriend. I just have my bear bear which I stole from mummy.
When you are positive it feels good despite yr health
Thanks and regards: Faris
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