Here i am. sipping my Asam tea. what a week. I had many many meetings. National Arts Council, MICA, Kallang CC, Marks Burnett Productions @ Sentosa and others which i cannot remember at the moment. I received 3invites for the 26 but have to cancel because my cousin is getting married. I have my Board meeting on Sunday so I have to draft out soo many reports for that. The only fun of work is creating a 400k proposal for Museum on Wheels. How cool is that. rite.. What a week.
I was in class for Public Speaking and was like catching up on Admin stuff. Well, a few of my classmates saw some documents like my directors particulars etc. and they began asking all kind of questions. Your office is at Upper Circular Road, very expensive rite? So how much do you earn? So it's your own company?
Yesterday i was meeting up with my Relationship Manager at DBS. She is this 23year old and she is hott hott hott. She is an indonesian. Spent her primary sch education in Singapore before heading to the states and just came back to singapore last year. She stays in Orchard. From her crystal outlook and elegant style, it can be inferred that she is well to do and surrounded by posh riches. She informed that she never took the train before. oh my gosh..
Haha. faris seems to enjoy drooling over beauties (including that girl from public speaking class). However, i am insecure and emotionally cannot afford a girlfriend.
talking about public speaking class, some people were talking about sex. such an interesting topic rite.. somehow the fact of me being a virgin entered this overly stressful mind of mine. I want to preserve that. haha. faris respect girls too much but scared to be attached? how how how?
im suffering from work life imbalance !
Okay im gonna seduce this cigarette now. talking abt that, someone was asking why dont i quit. spontaneously my lips vibrated to say if i do i have nothin. waht a thing to say. lol
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
wewewewewe. My mum asked why is the backside of the aircon remote removed. I replied, ask Salleh. I condone sodomy.
today. i sent the imaginary middle finger to someone who said: i dont see the significance of what you are doing. i simply dint reply the email.
anyway, something good happened today. i received an invite to represent to attend a conference in Indonesia. The last time was last year when i went to korea for 3weeks, it was also foc. excellent timing somemore. ill bully my staff with more work.
today. i sent the imaginary middle finger to someone who said: i dont see the significance of what you are doing. i simply dint reply the email.
anyway, something good happened today. i received an invite to represent to attend a conference in Indonesia. The last time was last year when i went to korea for 3weeks, it was also foc. excellent timing somemore. ill bully my staff with more work.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
the dark side
I'm about to call it a night while white air lingers from my lips. I am about to drug myself in the daily remedy of 5 death sticks just to close my eyes. I sleep with worry and wake up even worse.
why is faris still single? Because he cannot emotionally afford one. I do not have flings nor do i have friends with benefits. To think about it, my last 3gfs all shed tears of joy at least once. In my earlier postings, i talk about this certain person. Well, she is attached. She is just an eye candy. I enjoy looking at her. She is pretty. However, i wont dare touch.
Earlier the month, i thought of doing something nice which was to introduce a "friend-brother" to a cousin of mine. things dint work out. i still dont understand why is he angry at me.
I attended this talk recently about work-life balance and it caught me pondering. i work too much. Why do i do what i do? Why do i help others if i need to help others? to help others to help yourself? errr Faris is a complicated creature. It is inevitable that i endure an emo mood at least once a week. Sometimes with thoughts of death. muahaha. once someone told me that death will cause more impact to society than what you can achieve in the world. somehow its true but i still have my ugama.
why is faris still single? Because he cannot emotionally afford one. I do not have flings nor do i have friends with benefits. To think about it, my last 3gfs all shed tears of joy at least once. In my earlier postings, i talk about this certain person. Well, she is attached. She is just an eye candy. I enjoy looking at her. She is pretty. However, i wont dare touch.
Earlier the month, i thought of doing something nice which was to introduce a "friend-brother" to a cousin of mine. things dint work out. i still dont understand why is he angry at me.
I attended this talk recently about work-life balance and it caught me pondering. i work too much. Why do i do what i do? Why do i help others if i need to help others? to help others to help yourself? errr Faris is a complicated creature. It is inevitable that i endure an emo mood at least once a week. Sometimes with thoughts of death. muahaha. once someone told me that death will cause more impact to society than what you can achieve in the world. somehow its true but i still have my ugama.
my week
The melodies of Beatles are ringing to ears while my fingers dance on this keyboard.
Sometimes, it feels so fake to put on a smile pretending all is well but in actual fact things can be better. Well, things can always be better. So when is it sufficient? I just realized that work never ends. Being a CEO at the age of 20 is not an easy task, mind you. There will be an answer, let it be. let it be. let it be.
A child dies of poverty every 3 seconds. 80% of the entire world does not eat with folk and spoon. On Tuesday, i was at Indochin Forbidden City for an exclusive party cum launch of a campaign. It was at the invite of Michael Switow, founder of One Singapore who i had a lunch meeting the week before. Well, One Singapore whose President now is Venetta Lopez organises this annual Stand Up Campaign. Last year, 4000 people stand up against poverty. I was rather pissed as they were only from RJ, Hwa Chong etc. you get the picture? well, i agreed to assist on a personal capacity. I wanted more neighbourhood students to be involved. Come together. Come together. Come together.
On Thursday, i had this 4hour meeting with Alvin from Necessary Stage. Just two of us over ice water. We ranted about our dislikes in society and how to work together. It was very amusing on how he started his company. He made my day by giving the best compliment in the entire year, "from your documents and presentation, you have this sense of intelligence which academic grades cannot define". Hey jude....
Sometimes, it feels so fake to put on a smile pretending all is well but in actual fact things can be better. Well, things can always be better. So when is it sufficient? I just realized that work never ends. Being a CEO at the age of 20 is not an easy task, mind you. There will be an answer, let it be. let it be. let it be.
A child dies of poverty every 3 seconds. 80% of the entire world does not eat with folk and spoon. On Tuesday, i was at Indochin Forbidden City for an exclusive party cum launch of a campaign. It was at the invite of Michael Switow, founder of One Singapore who i had a lunch meeting the week before. Well, One Singapore whose President now is Venetta Lopez organises this annual Stand Up Campaign. Last year, 4000 people stand up against poverty. I was rather pissed as they were only from RJ, Hwa Chong etc. you get the picture? well, i agreed to assist on a personal capacity. I wanted more neighbourhood students to be involved. Come together. Come together. Come together.
On Thursday, i had this 4hour meeting with Alvin from Necessary Stage. Just two of us over ice water. We ranted about our dislikes in society and how to work together. It was very amusing on how he started his company. He made my day by giving the best compliment in the entire year, "from your documents and presentation, you have this sense of intelligence which academic grades cannot define". Hey jude....
Thursday, July 3, 2008
im tired.
When you are schooling and starting a company, you have very little time for yourself to just let loose. My day started at 0730 and ended at 0030. i dont want to do the math. Sometimes it feels like im suffering here while i managed to pull of a smile so people think im alrite. Honestly, I'm exhausted. The worse thing is to be negatively labeled or judged.
Oh yes. I was at Simpang Bedok for a very enlightening meeting with Michael Switow, Founder of One Singapore. It was just the two of us and i sense that my Cocoa drink has alcohol in it after half of the watery substance swim passed my gullet. Bourbon? We are going to collaborateeeeee
Tomorrow or rather today it will start at 9 followed by somethingy i have to do at YMCA. I then have to rush to the not very easily accessible government building in the middle of Toa Payoh and Novena. It is above the hill.
my eyes will close its lid and switch on dreamland mood now. good nite world.
Oh yes. I was at Simpang Bedok for a very enlightening meeting with Michael Switow, Founder of One Singapore. It was just the two of us and i sense that my Cocoa drink has alcohol in it after half of the watery substance swim passed my gullet. Bourbon? We are going to collaborateeeeee
Tomorrow or rather today it will start at 9 followed by somethingy i have to do at YMCA. I then have to rush to the not very easily accessible government building in the middle of Toa Payoh and Novena. It is above the hill.
my eyes will close its lid and switch on dreamland mood now. good nite world.
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