I'm about to call it a night while white air lingers from my lips. I am about to drug myself in the daily remedy of 5 death sticks just to close my eyes. I sleep with worry and wake up even worse.
why is faris still single? Because he cannot emotionally afford one. I do not have flings nor do i have friends with benefits. To think about it, my last 3gfs all shed tears of joy at least once. In my earlier postings, i talk about this certain person. Well, she is attached. She is just an eye candy. I enjoy looking at her. She is pretty. However, i wont dare touch.
Earlier the month, i thought of doing something nice which was to introduce a "friend-brother" to a cousin of mine. things dint work out. i still dont understand why is he angry at me.
I attended this talk recently about work-life balance and it caught me pondering. i work too much. Why do i do what i do? Why do i help others if i need to help others? to help others to help yourself? errr Faris is a complicated creature. It is inevitable that i endure an emo mood at least once a week. Sometimes with thoughts of death. muahaha. once someone told me that death will cause more impact to society than what you can achieve in the world. somehow its true but i still have my ugama.
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