I want a girl who i buy clothes for from Paragon

I want a girl who will comment on perfumes with my mum

I want a girl who I can bring to fancy events

I want a girl who eat with me while I attend dinner invites at hotels

I want a girl who I can drive her around just to feel her presence beside me

I want a girl who I spend late nights with but do nothing

I want a girl who is by my side when i make speeches so i do it with a smile

I want a girl who I can be faithful with
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I need a girl who will love me.

My emotions are like a roller coaster. The funniest of things is me feeling a day after I was so weeeeheeee.

Sunday was good as I managed to have a spontaneous date with a stranger. A few years older than me she is but well she don't know. It was a good date. I know her ages ago but never really chatted or met. Monday I was irritated with the blues. Tuesday was so nice, I cried 4 times because of a roleplay exercise where an airplane crash. There was three main actors. I alqays wanted to try acting. Moreover I managed to get two numbers. The next day I took the car and drove one of them to jewelbox. Now todday I'm feeling irritated. See see. My emotions are fickle. About farrah, it is just an infatuation.

Thanks and regards: Faris
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my goals

well i managed to find a smoke partner at the launch of nationalyouthforum which was the senior asst director of nyc. i was like telling her about the pros and cons of my life. but well, we talk about my goals in life. anyway, you know i am very involved in the community. i did not ask to be nor did i have a pre plan of my progess. it was when i am involved, the directions developed accordingly.

i wanted to do a major project before i was 21 and start a company when im 21. that is accomplished one year before. now my goal is to earn a $3 k monthly salary before i am 21 and earn my first million for the company at age 21. by 24, ill enter a local uni or a wow foreign university. 27 i want to get married. ambition is to be a csr consultant. csr means corporate social responsibility.

11k from nAtional arts council is here. Wee. Honestly I am dead tired. I so wanna get loose. I'm in the bus home. Well I had a lunch mtg with martin executive director of halogen foundation. It was more of me catching up with an ally in the company's objectives. Night was spent with my accts manager to go through finance. I'm really brain dead. You know .. In this pursuit, you get to meet all kind of people. I'm touched at some people's sincerity.

Anyway I was in a mtg 2days and my nice ex commented on my status shout out of Faris need to go gym to be healthy. I knew abt it from my email but was not able to delete the comment via my phone. She said it is because you Faris smokes too much. I SMS her saying you crazy in talk about my smoking in a public space. She then said well Faris should accept reality. She eventually deleted it though.

To think about it, I'm smoking more. Almost 1 pack a day. Nooooo

What should I do?

Thanks and regards: Faris
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weee. i can now play golf or bowl using my iphone. super cool rite.

anyway, i just reached home about 1/2hr ago. i had a meeting with my artistic board members which adjourned to starbucks. kinda funny, Alvin is in his 40s and Erzan in his 30s while me 20s. i just found out that erzan was the only malay muslim that won the UOB painter of the year ever. we discussed about potential chairman for the company.

Oh ya im feeling wacky because ive received confirmation for $35,000 wah wah wah... That settles the salary of two of my staff for 6months while $40k from nyc will settle the remaining 6months.

that being said, i just received a nomination to attend a 6months long Professional Diploma in Creative Entrepreneurship.

imcomplete

Okay here goes.

As my eyes lay on the computer screen remnants of the past still haunts.

in the bus hours ago, i sighted a familiar face but in a younger body. gosh she looks like hazirah. i use her name so bluntly because you, the readers, know i have not move on. is there a need to be hush hush? she was my first love. i was crazy over her. it has been years. i dont love her anymore and im pretty i don't? I have these many unanswered questions. Let me talk to her face2face. I remember i did not talk to shaikh for about an hour because he did not tell me that he saw her !

I'm still angry at nabil because he is playing ignorance....

putting my denial aside. working two jobs is not an easy task. internship. my company. headache.
my friday nite is crazy. going home on saturday 7am.

on a lighter note. my parents know about farrah. well, 7 more years. 7more years. well, for those who do not know. farrah is this girl that my infatuated at to be married to and my parents know about it. you want the full story ask me. thinking of farrah makes thinking of hazirah go away.

Morning greetings to the avid readers of this simple expeesssion of thoughts. My name is faris. I will not put my full name as google search already consists of too much info.

We are in the spirit of Eid fitr. Howver to the dismay of my wallet, I've only been to 1 house of a relative after the 1st day. I feel so tired physically and mentally. My daily schedule is waking up by 8 to take the 810 bus. I have to succum to reading today newpaper on my phone each morning while I'm on the bus.

On a lighter note, you know about that proposal I had to transform a public walkway into a walkthrough art gallery. Well, it is confirmed already. Finnally. My schedule is fully fweled this week with many. Lunch meetings.

I was talking to the ex yesterday. The nice one but also the one I won't be attached with. Faris approach to girls is the same as work. Too much passion. Haha.

There is this Arab clique which I m rather close to currently. We took photos and one really looked like we are from the sitcom friends. Haha. Well it is at facebook.

Thanks and regards: Faris
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